i feel so cold
2007 just came back and i just threw up for fifteen minutes
i am my most patient lover
and that is how it always shall be
I JUST WANT SILENCE AND TO BE BY MYSELF
I CANNOT HANDLE PEOPLE TODAY AND I CERTAINLY CAN’T HANDLE BULLSHIT THAT I DON’T WANT THE SOUNDS OF PEOPLE ARE SO FUCKING ANNOYING
OH YES I WOULD FUCKING LOVE TO LISTEN TO “ARE YOU GONNA BE MY GIRL” BY JET YET AGAIN. I WOULD LOVE THAT. I’M ABOUT TO SCREAM
I’M SO FUCKING FRUSTRATED THESE FUCKING CONSTRUCTION WORKERS WON’T FUCKING FINISH THEIR JOB SO I CAN RECORD AND I’VE BEEN TRYING TO FOR 5 MONTHS NOW HOLY FUCKING SHIT I DO NOT WANT TO LISTEN TO LED ZEPPELIN AGAIN I WOULD RATHER CHEW SHARDS OF GLASS GO THE FUCK AWAY I WANT TO BE ALONE
today my brother told me to stop “spouting my neo-feminist bullshit” and i have a lot of questions
street corner cynics dressed as plague doctors
keep cures at arm’s length.
there’s a metallic whine in the air like insects waking
from torpor in newly virgin soil.
one hundred percent perfect and pure.